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    Defining Moments!

    The exercise was clear enough; list seven defining moments in your life. What wasn’t so clear were the actual seven moments that defined me. Having…

    Rick March 3, 2017
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    The exercise was clear enough; list seven defining moments in your life. What wasn't so clear were the actual seven moments that defined me. Having never taken the time to pinpoint the life events that had altered/corrected my life left me to breathe in without exhaling. [caption id="attachment_896" align="alignleft" width="225"]euphoria by h.koppdelaney on flickr Image courtesy of h.koppdelaney via flickr.com[/caption] Contemplating my landmark thoughts, feelings, decisions, and life experiences left me reeling to think, feel, decide, and experience the moment I was in. How do I wade thru the years of ups and downs, successes and failures, and the happy and sad times to declare just which occurrences qualified for such prestigious notoriety? Thick fear appeared to big to mess with. What if I'm not defined? What are the undeniable instances of impact? How many times did I feel the music but didn't dance? Do I need to acknowledge the magical personal revelations that remained bottled up inside with no corresponding action? What if I don't have any historical changes to herald? Leaning into my pilgrimage I methodically visited with the highways and byways of my past. The mountain tops and valley's flashed across the memory screen of my mind. There were highs and lows falling on my think-tank like hard rain. Thunder and lightning called up familiar emotions wrapped in wanted and unwanted thoughts. The questioning was offensive. How dare I cross-examine my own authenticity so vehemently. Who's side am I on, anyway? Negative energy attempted to quell the monumental whisper trying to be recognized. At my core cried the mature infant; I am here and I want to speak. [caption id="" align="alignright" width="289"]Image result for cross examination Image courtesy of T.H.Matteson via wikipedia.org[/caption] For much of my life I had consented to the chaotic cloud that hovered overhead blocking the light. I inwardly twisted in despair. Wait! Something is happening here. A defining moment? No doubt! A new thing was emerging from a womb previously denied. I was a man who had miscarried again and again. The kick of life forbidden wore scars into the walls of my stomach. And I remembered the day I chose to live. I struggled narrowing the chain of events into specific times. It had to be done, in order to square myself with all that had been, with all that is to be. Yielding to the notion that something was missing was only a fabrication altered the direction I was heading. The affirmation, clarity, and worthiness I had searched for resided within me. Rejection and abandonment were only distractions presenting themselves as permanent fixtures. I am in defining mode! External factors are impotent to declare identity. They can only reflect what we believe about ourselves. I am hearing my voice rise above the mob screams telling me to stay where I am. Demanding I forfeit the invitation to come up higher. Rebellion delivered the virtue needed to proclaim, NO MORE! I moved on because I could. I permitted the grief and tears over my neglected reality. The vigil was standing room only. I barely got all of me in the room. Sensing the finality of separation I was left the opposite of cold. Memories would persist but things will never be the same. With lightness in my chest, a dry mouth, and unimaginable relief I had won the Spelling Bee. My list now flowed in unexpected ease. Multitudes of question marks gave up their seats for periods and exclamation points. Running so fast, focused on catching up to my liberation, I didn't immediately realize the pain was gone. I had broken through, puncturing, misappropriated denotations. [caption id="attachment_2667" align="alignleft" width="225"]designer-labels-flicker Image courtesy of UpSticksNgo Crew via flickr.com[/caption] What I had  been hiding behind were articles of deception. Designer labels stitched together in the sweatshop of fallacy. I wore unwanted, unlovable, unworthy like required dress code. I window shopped purpose, clarity, and worthiness desiring to be fitted for a custom, made for me, life. Wrinkle free, permanent press, only disguised a disheveled heart, broken by the wardrobe, of dysfunctional dynamics. Aligning with divine intention censored my emptiness. Our blueprint doesn't call for us to be sidelined, left out, and excluded from the acquisition of the finer things in life. We're not tinder for someone else's fire. When there is no expectation of peace and harmony disappointment reigns supreme. Dissonance necessitates a paradigm shift

    We are worthy of a rich, rewarding, and abundant life! 

         All defining moments have the inherent purpose of facilitating this truth!

    What are your defining moments?

    [caption id="attachment_1017" align="aligncenter" width="449"]Be-younger.com on flickr Image courtesy of Be-younger on flickr.com[/caption]          

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